Jennifer, I understand... I too have this issue. Your story is the reason I joined.. I want so desperately to be able to control my drinking. I’m smart, I’m educated..... I know what’s healthy, and yet I can go one night without drinking and the next I really want something. I am 16 years post and my drinking started about 8 years ago. Before then I drank socially.
Hi Stacy, I am 16 years post op, and I understand what you are saying. I too have that issue. I have gone to my doctor and was told that drinking every night early was not an issue. So I thought and still hope it is something that I can control. Please know I hear and understand what others are saying about getting help.