My 2nd Year Surgiversary! in Transforming CJ (Romans 12:2) A blog by CheeringCJ Posted November 16, 2019 · Edited November 16, 2019 by CheeringCJ · Report reply On 11/11/2019 at 9:43 PM, Cheesehead said: You’ve done great! Love the swimsuit! You’re grandbabies are adorable! Normal is good! But for those of us who were obese for so long I wonder if our brains will ever be normal. I have my Fat moments. And then I lose my appetite. Then the weight falls off but I recognize when the weight drops I need to put the brakes on that. A treat now and then is ok. It isn’t the end of the world. It’s what “normal” people do. Thanks, @Cheesehead (btw, the swimsuit was from amazon...I bought the black in size 8-10 and the white in size 10-12 and it turned out the 8-10 was the best fit and it had underwires and a skirt which were my requirements. I sent the white one back because it was too big....I would have NEVER imagined a 10-12 being too big in anything!!! ) I will post a pic of them in case you are interested in trying them yourself. Warning the white one had white shorts under it (all one piece) and they looked like they could be a little too revealing if wet! So I m glad that was the one to go back! They arrived the day before we left for vacation and I was so glad bc otherwise I didn’t have a swimsuit, I had searched everywhere and tried so many on...who knew a mail order one would be best???) As for the fat moment brain, been there, done that. Still can oscillate between fat and normal over and over, even during any given day I can feel both! I think the best thing to do is to keep a limit that you won’t go above. When i start to creep up i go back to hard work to get it back off! Sounds like you do too...think that is the key!