Hey guys ! Ive been so busy lately actually LIVING my life that i forgot about all you here at TT ! So I thought i would update ! Well, ive lost about 55 lbs . Give or take a few depending on the time of the day . haha I havent been stressing out too much about the scale. I do weigh myself every morning still but now its out of habbit than the addcited scale stomper i was. Ive figured out for me that it doesnt matter how hard i stress over it . the scale is going to do what the scale is going to do . All i can do is continue my life style change ( eating right ,e xcersising ) and wait it out ! =)
I will say that i seem to be losing alot of my weight up top. I did lose some in my rear end area but it didnt take my hips with it when he left ! Lol So anyway the other day i decided to go and try on some clothes since all of mine are loose . Well, i went from a 3 x shirt to a 1 x shirt. Im very pleased about this !! However, i only went from a 26-28 pant to a 24 pant . For some reason this just BROKE me ! I serioulsy was very upset when i left the store. For some reason i had it in my mind that i was going to squeeze into a 18 - 20 . It didnt happen ! Not even close ! I got the 18 on my legs and over my fanny but that was it ! Upsetting . However , once i came home and told my partner about it he reminded me how well ive done so far in just 3 months and that i was doing great. I WISH i could say that it made me feel better but it really didnt . LOl Oh well . Maybe next month by the time i can get down into a 20 - 22 . We shall see ! Im TOTALLY realsitc about my weight loss too . Its not like im trying to get to a 3-4 or a even a 6 . My goal weight isnt 130 lbs. I know for me when i weighed 175 in high school , i was in a 16 and i felt pretty good about myself. Im not trying to be super model. I just want to be " NORMAL " .
In other news my super fabulous friend sent me a 18 w *#$& tail dress to wear at a event i have coming up. It actually fits ! I couldnt believe it ! I think the material is just forgiving or something . Hard to believe i can squeeze into it .
So anyway heres a updated photo of moi !! 55 lbs lighter !! =)