Checklist... and venting
All I have left to complete of my checklist is my lab work, 2nd support group (which is in 2 weeks) meeting, the exercise consult (which is on Feb 4) and My gastro evaluation for the upper GI (consult is on feb 3). I'm so close, yet I already feel like giving up.... I haven't been able to make the changes I wanted to, mainly because of stress. A part of me just wants to cancel everything, but I have come so far. Emotionally, I'm a wreck, I can't get the hang of chewing my food so slowly about 25 times. I want to be a role model and be strong but I feel like I'm losing this battle. I just wish I had some friends, someone to talk to.... I feel like my family and marriage is falling apart. I'm alone in Chicago. :(Sorry for venting...
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