No one tells you about hemmeroids and how God awfully painful they can be after these surgeries! I was in so much pain that I'm thinking it triggered my spasms and subsequent vomiting/dehydration so I was hospitalized again yesterday. The pain was so extreme that even on an IV of dilauded I still sobbed from the pain of it all.
My family had to leave today and frankly I am a bit terrified about whether not I'll be able to take care of myself. Even on new medication the spasms aren't completely going away and I find that I make myself sick if I try to do simple things like clean my kitchen or run a vacuum.
I'm just going to have to wait and see what happens .