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This eleven + month update (one year surgiversary is just 4 short days away!) brings together so many changes and excitement in my life. A year ago about now, I was on the pre-surgery diet, excited and nervous about the changes this surgery would bring. I have not been as active on this forum as I was in the beginning and I'm not sure how I feel about that. Perhaps
Ten months since surgery y'all! Last month brought many deaths into my life, my ex-boyfriend re-entered my life (after a year!) and proposed, the harassing work situation from last year has re-surfaced and I've been house hunting for my first purchase! I suppose at this point in my life, I really thought I'd be married (and that answer was NO) so house hunting alone has been a bit anti-climatic but still an interesting process (especially my first offer.
Not an Idiot, Not Eating
This update is about 10 days late and my heart isn't in it. I have suffered through three deaths of close family and just got back from the last funeral. I have discovered that when the extreme stresses of life get to me, my coping mechanism of junk food (pizza, chips, etc), has zero appeal. This is great in regards to using my tool to continue on my weight loss journey but food now has zero appeal. I am not an idiot and I know that not eating is stupid but the
One of the side effects of weight loss surgery is the gradual funeral for potentially some of your favorite clothes and a re-introduction of shopping fun. As I’ve said before, I am a big thrift store shopper. This is a great way to add some new clothes into my wardrobe without breaking the bank. Sure, I could wait until I’m at goal but I strongly believe that what you wear impacts how you feel. This emerging body can fit into so many new fashions!
But with the clothes funeral,
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I'm at the eight month point and if I am to be totally honest, I have felt like I've fallen off the wagon of positivity and am grumpily envious of all these folks getting to goal. I know this is a mind game and it is not helpful to compare myself to others, but there it is. While I am so excited to see these TT rockstars posting their exciting news it has made me wonder if I shoulda coulda woulda been there already too?
For us folks here in the Northern Hemisphere, particularly the farther northern parts, its that time of year when you need to layer up and batten down. When you wish for luxuries like electric blankets, remote starting cars and heated car seats - the finer things in life which have become even more valuable to myself and my fellow losers! Winter has been particularly brutal in my neck o' the woods and after shedding over 120 lbs of excess weight (and more to go), my natural heating blanket has
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Scale – I am down 120lbs, 60% of my excess weight or 32% of my original body size. I’ve lost a 1/3 of myself….weird. So my scale crapped out a few months ago and I didn’t immediately purchase a new one. Mostly because I hate shopping and it happened before the holidays so I thought, let me try to do without. My review? I did okay I guess (still lost) but I am glad to have a scale back
I recently returned from a trip to visit one of my nearest and dearest friends on the west coast. Due to the remote location she lives, I don't often get to see her and certainly not in the 6 months post-surgery. Once I landed in Seattle it was a 9 hour drive to her home and I was BEAT when I got there. We have Marco Polo'd frequently since surgery (a great video message app) so she knew generally what I looked like but she still said she was shocked at my smaller body. Just like my mom, whe
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Wow have I been absent from Thinner Times for the past few months. I have been overwhelmed with a terrible work situation and then the holidays hit. BAM! And here were are, at month six. Actually past my six month-iversary. I have no idea on my weight or measurements (haven't weighed or measured in a month but clothes fit the looser so at least there's that).
I traveled and will travel more for this holiday. The
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***Close your eyes and imagine for a moment going to an inspiring and invigorating week long work event (Yes! They exist! But if that’s hard for you, just imagine a big gathering of friends). This event gathers close to 2,000 like-minded individuals in one location for a grand sharing of ideas, networking and merry making. It happens every two years and while some attending you may have seen earlier in the ye
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I can't believe I'm at the four month mark and circling in on the 100 lb loss milestone! I'm hoping to hit that in month 5 - new goal! I tried to add some high impact cardio to my routine and my knee quickly put the kibosh on that - waaaay too much pain and I'm not risking another fracture. I'll keep with my normal cardio and weights - which are going well and giving me a great high after every hard workout. I'm having fun f
You have been both my friend and my enemy.
I have doubted your honesty yet relied on you in many ways to tell me the brutal truth.
In times of failure, and there were many, I blamed you and you took the blame stoically.
In times of success, and there were many more of these lately, you were there to celebrate with me.
It is perhaps these most recent times that I will remember most fondly.
You went from used and abused to a vital part of my everyday life.
The power y
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E – tra Large!!
This past month brought my birthday (see this blog entry) and a ramping up of activity at work, which involved some double takes that were good for my ego (see this other blog entry). I volunteered at an Ironman and added more weight training to my workout routine. This training also has involved consultations with the colleague I met at work who did my body fat analysis and supplied some
Today is my birthday and I saved a very special treat to enjoy on this special day….
I ordered a sampler pack off of Groupon and have been trying out the flavors. They are not very dense, which is a nice change from the Premiere Protein ones I have. As a birthday present to myself I did my measurements and since surgery I have lost 28”. Folks that is 2 1/3 foot less of me in this world! Overall I am closing in on the 70lb loss and – even more exciting – soon to enter into t
After months of not seeing some of my colleagues, last week was the week we all gathered for a meeting. I was nervous. Would anyone notice? Could they tell? I had lost 60+lbs and at least 4 sizes so far. I was of the opinion that no one noticing would be the greatest failure thus far and therefore put even more pressure on myself. (unrealistic much?) I **agonized** over what to wear. I Marco Polo’d with my fashionista friend to have her critique the outfit I had come up with. She gave me gre
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TWO Months post-surgery.
TIMING: This past month brought an amazing trip to Martha’s Vineyard (see this post) and a one-ish month weigh in that was at first underwhelming (see this post) but was a great example of the pressure we put on ourselves and the scale (accurate or otherwise).. After the lovely encouraging words from the women here on Thinner Times, I prepared to join the gym and find a trainer only to have a great opportunity d
Today I had the one month check-up, which was really 6 week check-up because of my surgeon’s vacation schedule. The doc is happy but quasi-chastised me for not losing more. Say whaaa? I've lost 30 lbs since surgery! What was I ‘supposed’ to lose? (Which he refused to answer) However, if you might recall an earlier post of mine, this is somewhat due to the scale in his office registering an additional 11 lbs less than it should have during my last appointment pre-op. The only reason I knew t
During my trip I traveled lightly during the day – only a large purse or backpack – with no access to a refrigerator and no desire to carry an insulated lunch bag during my hiking, shopping, walking, beach visits. For that reason I wanted to have portable protein that didn’t require refrigeration. I am also a vegetarian (so no meat) and limited on carbs (so no belowground veggies – e.g. peanuts, chickpeas). Here’s what I brought/bought:
1) Lightlife Meatless Smart Jerky – you got
I took a solo trip to Martha’s Vineyard this past week. It was my first trip to MV, although I had been planning to go ever since I read a book set throughout the island over 10 years ago. I was worried I had made MV grander in my mind than it ever could be with a visit. Haven’t we all been disappointed in that way? Someone talks up a movie, a book, the newest and fanciest gadget? Then we go, see, do and are left with a feeling of betrayal – it didn’t live up to the hype. Would MV be the sa
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In my head I sometimes forget that I am only one month post-op and look down, expecting to see my new svelte body. LOL I feel like strutting because I’ve got this secret. I have a tool and it works, will work, is working. It’s not some fad diet that will cause a yo-yo of regain. While not yet svelte, I have lost a significant amount and am starting to see changes - less knee pain, the ability to buckle my PFD while working, droopy drawered