I find myself a bag of mixed emotions.
I bought a obsecure song called "seed of memory" on itunes. Yes, yes its true I do rock that hard.
Perhaps its the people walking by. Maybe its the fact I had to pay 10 bucks for internet. Maybe its cause I just had one of the toughest phone calls in my life to my family back home. "Mom im still in North Carolina and don't expect me back".
Few times in my life have I ever bought a one way ticket. Infact I can only think of twice and they weren't due to a change in location. What do when you don't get the support you need? You stand up straight and act accordingly.
ahh..... lynard skynard is playing now
Today I wish for everyone to feel a little of what i've got going on. Gut check moments in life come hard, and they come fast. How could my family of ever known just how much getting GBS was going to change my life?
Thankgod they atleast love me and wish me well. Thats about all anyone can ask for I suppose. The rest is just smoke..
Lifes short people, act accordingly...
