Originally Posted by jerseygrl684

so today is my 6-month surgi-versary... im down to 145.2 as of this morning... pics to prove (ask cindy! lol) .. its such a rollercoaster of emotions.

i'm learning.. men arent any different whether it be you are 250 lbs or 145 lbs.. they are still annoying, confusing, obnixious, whiney brats... who have no idea what they want... ive also learned how i used to look at thinner people when i was heavier and think 'oh they think they are so much better/happier than me' Heavy or skinny, nothing changes.. the old deamons still follow you. You have to learn to be happy with yourself.

Never did i think that 6 months down the line I would be 5.2 lbs away from MY GOAL. This has all gone by so quick. I havent always followed the rules. I listen to my body, i eat what i want.. when i want.. and it seems to be working for me.. doesnt always work for everyone. Ive had my fair share of hospital stays/er visits/surgeries/iv drugs in the past 6 months and i NEVERRRRR WANT TO GO BACK THERE AGAIN.


So, newbies as much as you hate me and think im this evil bitch.. trust me ive been in your shoes.. hell im still there.. this isnt easy, but being negative and running your mouth isnt the best idea either. Learn from all of our experiences. Please, because i want all of you to succeed like i have in this amazing journey.