Thank you all so much!!!
I didn't get a wink of sleep last night. I think it was due to the pain killer, but at one point, I got up at 2am to go pee and couldn't stop my body from shaking! I've NEVER been scared of surgery, but last night trying to go to sleep, I got freaked out. Now that it's morning, I'm sober, and the pain is searing through my body, I'm not scared, but last night wow, thought I might need a sedative.
It's not like me to get this worked up about something. It's just, after being in pain so long, I feel like I've won the pain free lottery. I pray this surgery really is the answer to all my prayers. If the lapband comes out and the pain is still there, it will be a serious blow, but still I've heard of RNY making people with fibromyalgia feel a little bit better.
Wow, just 4 more days til I wake up and go to the hospital!!!
