My only future fear is cosmetic reconstructive surgery in the future.
As for feeling full, I had the band for 14 days, and I'm 25 days out from RNY. So I can't really be a judge of days to come.
Right now, I'm doing OK. I feel absolutely no different. I recovered well from Lapband which was done laproscopically, and I recovered just as well an open RNY.
I never had my first band fill, so my 14 day eating was the same as my current RNY.
Oh, sometimes I feel like I have 'head' hunger... but I've managed that by brushing my teeth and changing the taste in my mouth, and following it up with a protein shake or a yogurt, or a sugar free chocolate pudding. I'm told that ingesting protein helps keep the hunger pangs down.
I know that I have to retrain myself to eat, and I'm doing this for ME, and I have to make whatever sacrifice I have to make in order to make this a success (I hope it works if I keep telling myself this).
The RNY helps keep the portions down, and the malabsorption helps in the weight loss. What I eat is up to me, and it's been drilled: protein first!
BabyNicole is right... weight loss is inevitable. The speed of the loss is up to the person. The long-term success is up to you as well.
I'm hoping that once I'm in ONEderland, that I won't be looking back, except perhaps to the pictures of what I once was: the fat girl!
When I get there, I will be looking for advice from the success stories as to their issues and how they deal with them every day.
For now, I just want to live again!
Protein shakes up! Cheers!
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~ Marella
Starting BMI: 60.4 / Current BMI: 47
I don't want to know how much I have left to lose -- I find it encouraging to see how far I've come!
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