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JennaM · 10-08-2004, 04:42 PM

I went to the support meeting last night and dropped off my smoking contract. I had my last cigarette on Sept 17th. Kelly had told me at my consult that she is super strict on not touching a patient until they are at least 2 months smoke free, and that they do a nicotine test in the hosp. adn if you are positive they will cancel your surgery and charge tyou for that day . OK so I get this call today from Alicia saying that Kelly wants me to take a nicotine test and is faxing the request to my PCP. My chart just went into dictation on tues. I'm tripping a little, but I guess its all good, its been 3 week since I quit, and I was told it takes 60 days to get all the nicotine out of your system. Also, while I had Alicia on the phon eI asked her how far out they are scheduling now, she said Dr Callery is still scheduling late Oct. OMG plus there are only 3 charts in dictation right now. My butterflies are dancing now. I'm so excited and scared at the same time. I don't have any life insurance, what if I dont get up off teh table? I have a 2 1/2 year old boy and an almost 9yo girl. My husband is being supportive of me having this done (he is super skinny) but makes little comments that make me feel like he thinks I'm gonna fail. I have so many fears. I've gained 10 pounds since my consult. I have hardly any clothed that fit. I'm so grateful for all of you and this forum. Wow, my life is going to change so drasticaly. Thank goodness for those who have gone before and are here to share!! Thanks for letting me ramble.

bridgetgirl · 10-08-2004, 05:18 PM

Dont worry sugar pea, just do everything Dr C and Kelly tell you to do and everything will be all good. I too have little ones 6 and 9, but I didnt worry one bit, I knew I would do fine. Like I said, just do exactly what they tell you, dont try and be sneaky... those who ignore symptoms or go against Dr.'s orders are ussually the one's that are.... well ya know.....

Anywho, I gained 10 pounds too from consult to pre op... got the stink eye from Kelly, but it was all good..... butterflies, dancing, anxiety rising as the big day draws near... we know all about it, we have been there before.... i look forward to seeing you on Saturday. You are going to feel so much better after you see everyone and see there success and that life does not end after GBS..... hang on tight girl.. its a crazy ride... (( HUGS ))

Butterfly · 10-08-2004, 06:05 PM

Hi Jenna,
We all had our own concerns but made it with flying colors. You will be fine. All of the emotions and feelings you're going through are normal. Just imagine how much fun you and your kids will have once you've dropped the weight and can play with them and stuff.

Your kids are at a fun age and will be the biggest supporters you'll have! My two younger ones are complimenting me practically every day. My kids are 21, 17, 13 & 10. The older ones said I didn't need it, but now that they have seen my results, they are glad that I did it. Since the surgery, I have gotten off of my high blood pressure medication, suffer less from migraines, which I was getting 2-3 times a week, and my arthritis is getting better also, along with my fibromyalgia. It's really incredible Jenna, how remarkable you will feel after you've had the surgery. Your husband will also see the results and it will hopefully change his mind about not thinking it will work. It will work with your dedication and the support you will get from your family at home and on line.

By the way, CONGRATULATIONS on your commitment to quit smoking! That's an awful hard thing to do, but so worth it.

Let us know your progress please.

watergirl · 10-09-2004, 07:28 AM

Congratulations Jenna on quitting smoking. That was one of the hardest things I've ever wanted to do.

You are totally normal in your thoughts right now. We all go through the same emotions. Like Bridget said, listen and do exactly as Kelly and Dr. C say to do. You'll be fine, just like all of us. We'll be here for you to cheer you on!

triciaknox · 10-09-2004, 08:38 AM

Hey, don't worry about the weight gain. I gained too between initial consult and pre-op, about 15 pounds, then lost 6 of it before checking in at the hospital. You will do fine. I made out a power of attorney and a will before surgery and had them where my buddy could find them, just in case. The hardest thing I did though was I wrote a letter to my son before surgery and had it all ready to mail (he is in boot camp at Fort Knox, KY.....and yes, his last name is Knox too).....just in case. I had reasons for this in that I have not handled anesthesia well in the past (died on the table 3 times), so I wanted to be ready, just in case. I did great. Still in Hell week but the pain is bearable. Ate too much for breakfast today though I think.....which was not even a full sugar-free jello (store bought premade), but doing good. And you will too. We are here for you.

bballmom · 10-09-2004, 12:17 PM

Jenna, I too was soo worried that I would not make it thru surgery. I even went so far as to write each of my children a letter in case I did not make it, but wow guess what I did make it , not only that I came thru soo much better then I thought I would!!! the icu nurses were surprised because I was up and walking hours before I was sopost to (making 2-4 laps) even my husband and brothers could not belive how good I came thru it. I belive that the reason for this was lots of prayers and positive thinking!! I would say to my self that I would come thru fine and that the pain would be bearable and that I would have a quick recovery, I would repete this to myself over and over as well as visualize it. I know the unknowen is a scarry thing, a very scarry thing, but we have within us the power to be stronger then that, to over come there fears we have. I will be praying for you and I will visualize all positive things for you as well!!! let me know when your date is . In the mean time good lluck!! Be proud of your self for quilting smoking!!!! Anyone STRONG enough to do that can do the surgery!!!!

Bettina