Pre-op diet day one...
I feel such mixed emotions today. I am glad to get started and feel like I am moving closer to my new life but at the same time I am sooo hungry! Its only day one! I have hope from some of the other posts I've read that this will get easier. It seems so strange to me that food controls my life so much. It wasn't too long ago that I realized that I was no longer in control of my own brain in that regard but now that I HAVE to change I am really understanding the hold food had over me. I am wayyy determined to take control back though and that's what's kept me going today.
Being the mother of six its hard to clear the house from temptation or to keep food out of my sight so its all will power at this point. I guess this will prepare me for what is to come. I know people outside of my immediate support won't change their eating habits to suit me and restaurants aren't going to stop cooking certain foods just because they are temptations for me though someday I am convinced I will rule the universe LOL but until that day I can do this...its all up to me!
I have a question though...mostly as my meal replacement I am mixing Reliv with protein but to mix things up a bit I bought some boost...does anyone know if that is acceptable meal replacement?
I hope I don't feel this hungry the whole 10 days!
