been several months
Okay, sorry I haven’t been on here for several months. I have been on one of those supervised diets before I even talk with a surgeon. And I started this whole deal in May 07 and have gotten nowhere. When I was on a diet which only consisted of eating healthier and an appetite suppressant I did okay. I lost about 15 pounds. I had to stop taking pills because it was only meant for short term use and I had an incident where I got very angry and violent and tried to kill myself. Since then, I was off the pills and my diet has gotten worst.
I felt I wasn’t getting anywhere with dietician, every time I came in for visits he asked the same questions he asked before. I swear, I couldn’t really understand him. So now that I am mentally stable I want to get back on track with my diet and actually start the process for surgery. I know mentally you need to be okay for surgery, and when I talked with primary doctor she said I was fine, meaning not crazy. I since then stopped seeing my dietician because last we spoke he was he was worried about the surgery right now, as if he had other plans for me, sure wish he included me. I don’t know what I should be doing, like have a goal or what are my expectations.
So after Christmas and with support of my doctor she recommends I try other local hospitals and their programs. I live in Boston, any recommendations. Tufts-New England Center has a great program, but they want $500 for new patients before you start the programs, "an administration fee". Not covered by insurance. That’s kind of crazy to me, any else have to do the same thing.
Alright, people other than that I did well this semester in school. My spirits are a little better and I can’t wait to start the whole process again somewhere hopefully better and more successful. Till next time, take care and have a blessed Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Eldin
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