The Pureed food stage has been so hard! I refuse to blend up meat, veges, yuck! I have been sticking to my protein shakes, having applesauce, and egg whites, ive been a little cranky and emotional b.c i had to watch my family eat all this great food on xmas, and i was pretty depressed about it. Im realizing now how much food acted as a crutch for me for so many different reasons. Today i just got all emotional all of a sudden i have no idea why but i think i just was going through one of the why me stages! Sorry just had to vent its been a really hard day, it will be almost a month since my surgery on the Jan 6th and im doing well, but im so sick of the liquids/pureed food i could kill someone! ahhhhhh!
__________________
Surgery Lap RNY date: Dec. 6 2007
highest/day of surgery/current/goal
256/237/155/135
height 5'8 1/2
wearing a size 6!!
|