Hi !!
I'm so thrilled that Laura (BellaBabies) told me about this website! You guys rock! (She does, too

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I had my surgery a week ago Wednesday ... it's amazing to think after all this time, I'm on THIS SIDE of it. WOWZA.
I want to jump in and get myself set up for my "new life"... I want tickers, and signatures, and avatars, and blogs... I want to scream, FINALLY ~ it's MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY turn at life!!!

(Can you tell I'm excited??

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I wish I were more computer savvy ~ I really would like to start a blog somewhere ~ even if just for my own use/remembrances. I don't want any of this journey to be taken for granted ~ it's taken TOO long to get here.
I was scheduled for surgery 1/29/04, down in California, and was canceled 16 hours before surgery. That surgeon didn't operate anymore. So, my wait was on again. Then I moved to Oregon, found a FANTASTIC surgeon, and am now SO thrilled that it all worked out this way. But, I have to say, that cancelation did NOT make me a happy camper at the time.
But, God is in control of my life, and I know that this way is far better.
I weighed 411.4 lbs in Aug. this year. I lost 37 lbs prior to surgery. I gained 20lbs FROM surgery (LOL), but am now at 367, today. I am beside myself, knowing that this is going to continue, now, if I just work the program.
I have so MANY questions ... I guess I need to get in touch with my nurtritionist. WHEN do I get to start on SOMETHING other than protein drinks, water, SF Jello, SF popsicles? I would KILL for some cottage cheese, but think I can't do that for at least another week, according to my paperwork I'm trying to understand. I feel so stupid in all of this ... but I guess I just need to learn, huh? It's not that I'm stupid ... just confused.
Thanks for letting me babble ~ I hope we don't get booted off because of long posts.

I live alone, with my "special needs" lhasa apso boy, and I get lonely to talk to people sometimes.
Hugs!