Emotional also.
I am amazed daily about the outpouring of love and support here at the TT Forum. I have been here just a bit more than a month and I feel as if I already know many of you and we have been friends for a long time. Even when there are flames and people walk away, (Oh the Drama!) I see the friendship and support of the vast majority.
I have received gifts from the forbidden isle - thanks rappobear. Kind words, advice and proper warnings when I put my foot in my mouth (Oh dopey me!) and a building up of my personal feeling about where I am on this journey. I am really glad I found all of you. I know I have made new friendships and will purpose to meet you in person when we travel. I am sure I will forget someone - so I am not gonna name names.
I am a bit emotional today about a pair of jeans. A couple of grease stains on those jeans, but trousers that are worn, a little tattered on the hem in the back, from the dragging on the ground with my proverbial flip flops in the summer. You know, those oh so soft, worn pair. You know the ones I am talking about, perfect with a loose t-shirt with a surfing company logo on it. They are a pair of jeans that I have not wore in over 5 years. A pair that I just could not throw away when I was buying trousers 10 inches bigger.
I cannot express the emotions I felt this morning as I put those jeans on my still round, but not as round as I used to be body. They fit, and fit well. Now I know in a few weeks or months, they also, will be too big, I am prepared for that, but today is just a Holy Crap day. I am truly amazed and in awe of this Journey. I am going to blog this, but I wanted, you - my new friends and confidants to know how I was feeling first. I appreciate all of you so much. I know I am the funny light hearted jokester, but today, I am feeling a bit serious, a bit emotional and openly wondering where this new life is taking me.
I really love you guys!

