Dara: yeah the this kind of talk is weird. I was talking to Karen on the phone last night ( I know I am going to freak out when i see her) but I told her that she too is going to go bannanas when she sees me, because Im still freaking out EVERY time I look at myself in the mirror! Its funny because I remember that I could hardly wait until I could wear size 10 jeans... when it happened I WAS ELATED and now.... I can pull them off and on without unbuttoning my pants.... now Im worried about HOW to make it stop... my problems are so different... its the weirdest thing. One of us need to get to a nutritionist ASAP to figure out how to make it stop... if I get any smaller I dont know what Im gonna do?
Davey: thanks man, that really touched my heart. Thank you! It is all worth it, and whats amazing is... your a man so your gonna lose it twice as fast! In as little as 6 months you are going to lokk fit as a fiddle! Athletic even

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J.Bridget Fisher aka koi-pea
2/9/04 lap 5'11"
298/170-trying to lose another 10
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"People will argue with you that getting what you want in life isn’t something you can learn, if you’re destined to be one of the worlds winners as opposed to one of its perpetual whiners, its because you have been born with the right talents and temperament and have a big dose of self-esteem, ambition, and good judgment." Kate White