Marty, there's a country song that says something like...If you're going thru hell, ya better keep going. I'll say a prayer for you and your family.
Brook, Im about as far out as you are and I know the feeling. Sometimes I feel like I'VE PIGGED OUT ALL DAY...usually pms time. Then, I log my food intake on fitday.com and it turns out I've taken in under 1300 calories! I'm usually at around 900-1000.
I actually end up losing more weight! My body appreciates the higher calories. I don't know if it is the same in your case, but next time you've "pigged out" figure out how many calories you've actually taken in. You may be pleasently surprised. At least it will give you a good gauge on how much is too much.
