Ok so today was one of the best days in my life, I finally am able to wear my favorite capris that I have not been able to wear in 2 years. The last time I put them on I had to literally jump up and down to get them on then lay on the bed to zip them, they were so uncomfortable that I almost threw them away. All my clothes are so big on me right now that I dug deep in the closet and found those fav capris, put them on with such ease and zipped them up and OMG they not only fit but were BAGGY

. Then as I put my top on I realized that it was one I havent worn in some time that I actually had to pull to stretch out everytime I put it on, only this time I did not have to pull it. It fit perfectly. I can not believe it.
I stepped on the scale and looked down, realizing that this is the first time in so many years that I actually seen the girls and not the stomach. I can not believ it I now dont see the tummy hanging past the girls all I see is girls.......
And last but not least this really excited me today, I walked the treadmill today fr 30 minute and a 4.0 pace with a 4.5 incline and was not so out of breath that I could not talk, then I was able to ride the stationary bike for 15 minutes, and I did the hand weights to strengthen up these flabby arm. I walked the 1/2 mile home from the gym, and feel fantastic.
In 5 weeks I have lost 34 pound, and can see that my life IS actually getting better.
The pain in my back is almost none existant, the ankle pain is still there but not as intense, it still swells up like a balloon during the day but now thw swelling relieves itself through the night.
I can now see that my decision was the best decision I have ever made in my life. I am so excited and can not wait to go see my surgeon on Tuesday so she can see the progress.
I have to take all of my scrubs in tomorrow and turn them in to the hospital and now get the next size smaller. What a life!!!!!!!!!

LIFE IS TERRIFIC..........

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Today is the first day of the rest of my life and only I can make the difference
Date of surgery: 12/19/08
Highest weight: 297.2 ( pre diet for surgery)
Weight at Surgery: 287 lbs
Realistic Goal Weight: 170
Dream Goal weight: 150 lbs
Current Weight: 170lbs

scale whore #56
ONE DERLAND finally--05/12/09
100 POUNDS GONE FOREVER[/SIZE]
GOAL ATTAINED :D 08-15-09
No longer morbidly obese
No longer Obese
No longer Hypertensive
No longer have high cholesterol
No longer Diabetic
Still overweight but working on it
Now happy health and living life to the fullest