I wanted to write to you yesterday since you were having troubles with your partner.
I hope it's all resolved now. but I wanted to say not to give in to self sacrifice inorder for him not to leave you. you have come through one of the biggest moments of your life. just really look at the situation clearly. maybe it's you that doesn't really want him. I hope you don't think i'm talking out of turn. i have just had enough of lowering my expectations and pretending i'm happy. trust me, you won't be alone for long!!

best wishes and if you need to talk you know where i am.