Turquoise-Haze

hello. feeling sooooooo sorry for myself. had surgery on the 17th jan o9 and been dreaming and thinking about food every since. went to Caribbean for Xmas, had a brill time. Came back and was ill in bed for four days. openned my three week old post, argh! GB 16days time!,( in doors for seven days,)

I had my pre-op meeting with bariatric nurse. She told me no bread, ever, no fizzy drinks and to follow pre-op diet to shrink my liver. my weight was down by 18lbs since last appointment, I did tell her I'd been away and had been ill for over 8 days. I had no appetite, so whatever she said was fine. Food was no interest to me.(first time ever, I used to live to eat!)

Then my appetite returned and I spent the next week or so saying goodbye to all my favourite foods. Wrong attitude I know. Then I this big huge operation. Now I thinking, did I do the right thing...........Was I ready.......