suebry05

Well I have had a rough day...today I received the call that I have skin cancer- being that I am 32 with three kids its kind of freaked me out a bit. Im gonna be positive though- the doctors are going to remove it and we will discuss what my next course of action will be- they think we caught it early enough.
I am posting this here as I think and hope someone reads this... as heavy people we have all avoided taking off clothes and have kept covered up for years (at least for me) so please...

Well I am trying to post things every month on how I am doing/ feeling....

My weightloss has slowed down in my opinion but my doctor is still very pleased and he says I am far ahead of what the statistics say I should be losing... this is a total mind game at this point.

I am down to 181 pounds- wearing a medium in some things and a size 10/12 in others- I think I could use a day of shopping to see what size I really am as my shorts that I am currently wearing - well...

Well today I had another fill and I am feeling pretty good. I am down another 22 pounds in under a month- my doctor said WOW!! so I felt great- He asked how am I doing it... my response was I am at the gym ALOT (5-6 days a week) and I CAN NOT fail myself again- I want to do this- I need to do this.

I just ran for 15 minutes at the gym!! Its a miracle...Im alive still....who would of thunk it- me running on a treadmill in front of people even. I really am proud of me. I joined the gym earlier this week and I am really pushing myself- I want to be down another 30 pounds by spring- I know I set myself up with high expectations but I ammmm gonna do it.

Well I did it again!!! Thinking we need an I did it thread...

I joined Golds Gym and just successfully finished 1 hour of cardio and upper body weights. My arms are killing me...tomorrow will be cardio and bottom half..

I am just chugging along now!!! I can do it I can do it I can do it!!!