skinny55

Are you home yet????

Did you ever get my response below?

Hi there!! For some reason I JUST got your message today. I'm sorry for the late reply...I am very new to this forum so I'm not sure how to see all my incoming messages I guess.
I am very nervous (I cannot imagine knowing the doctor on a personal level much less working for him-- just remember he has done it lots of time--that's what I tell myself when I go to the gyno. lol)
It's interesting when I get REALLY scared and worried I picture myself being able to shop in a regular clothing store, feeling good about myself walking into a party knowing I look HOT!!!, going to the beach. That gets me through it..... Living my life with the air conditioning on in my house renting videos when my family is at the beach for the rest of my life scares me more than any surgery.
I can't wait for us to get out there!!!!!
I'm 31. Sometimes I think I wish I did it earlier (which I'm sure has crossed your mind too) like I wasted alot of years but this surgery has changed so much and come so far that I am 100% confident that we will be healthy--couldnt have honestly said that even 6 years ago. Even 5 really...