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I am just a tad bit worried about all my labs at my 3 month post op which was actually 4 months (soonest I could get in) all my labs were a mess. Everything was very low and my iron levels were so low she wanted me to do infusions 3 times a week. YUCK so I am going to the obgyn to see if they can help stop the wonderful Aunt from coming in so strong.. I think that is my biggest problem.. But other than that I feel amazing. I have people stopping me all the time and asking what I did and I do tell...

Well today was the first time I was in a semi tight outfit. We went to a First Birthday party for a neighbor and people were shocked at how good I looked.. It felt really nice.. I looked everyone in the eye and thanked them. I do feel good and I am only at 207 I am not under the Two Hundred mark I can't wait to get there. I feel like a women once again not a chubby women. I bought my first bra at Victoria secrets in 9 years--- which was amazing. I fit in there biggest 38DD but Hey I fit... I am...

I know that you have to stay hard and fast on this liquid diet but today I had a bite of cottage cheese and some salmon it just tasted like heaven. How bad is that. I am worried. I might have cheated a little bit more than that but I am so worried that I messed up my whole process. I also am very grumpy like really grumpy.. I am not liking that at all... I am still trying to be a good mom and wife but I am not my sweet self to my poor hubby.. HELP.. Judy

I am so tired to day. I awoke knowing this was going to be it today. I start my new life down to my goal weight today. I stepped on the scale at 261 and never want to see that number ever again. It is hard trying to feed my boys at this weight. I made Mac and Cheese for lunch today and they were happy but it was so hard not to take a nibble here and there. I realize how many calories I must consume without really understanding how many go into my mouth.
But boy am I tired today. I took a...

I have a date and I am cleared for surgery I am trying not to think about it. I have to start the pre op diet in the morning. I had my last real mean tonight. It was amazing. I have to put the kids to bed but I am feeling a little scared. Love Judy