Shetaz0028

Wow, I had forgotten all about this. Just to update on my journey I was denied by Tricare because of no co-morbids. I got the paperwork in showing my severe sleep apnea and was denied again because I was not 100lbs over weight. I sent them a letter stating that according to the Tricare website it stated "100lbs over weight for the bone frame". I have a petite frame and explained this. They informed me that if I could prove the bone frame with a elbow measurement of 2 3/4" I would...

I have been in a state of deep depression the last few days. Crying my self into a gasping stupor and living with my head in a paper bag.



On January 5, 1991 (two days before the Iraq war fully broke out) I gave birth to a 17in 5lb 2oz baby girl. She was still borne and I crashed 'coz I had no idea how I was going to tell hubby that I killed our baby when he was walking in oil fires. Needless to say the docs fought tooth and nail and my little peanut will be turning...

This is totally off topic but, something that I battle every year. 1/31/09 will be the 5th anniversary of my mothers death.

Mom was an amazingly beautiful angel inside and out. Her strength, compassion, unconditional love, and understanding ment the world to me. Though I didn't tell her before she passed on.

The relationship between me and mom was not always golden but, there were definatly times when the road disappeared. Daddy always said it was because we...

Well tomorrow I meet with the Nurse Practicitioner, NUT, and shrink for my eval. It's a 4 hour appointment for them to decide if I'm a candidate.

I have always been the kind of person to prepare for the end of the world and hope for not all that bad but, I am sooooo scared of them telling me no tomorrow that I can't get anything done.

I don't own a scale but, know I have dropped weight since I made my appointment because my wedding ring fell off last night. 2 weeks...

Today seems to be one of those overwhelming ones. I'll start with the good:

I love my job. I work on a project job and love everything about it. We are currently building the new Boston Blue Line subway trains. Duckie, if you ride on em you can think of me.

Now the bummer. My oldest daughter (will be 20 in Dec) got in a fight with my youngest daughter (will be 18 in Jan) and hit her. Violence is not allowed in my house so our oldest daughter is being moved...