Sharonz

I was so hopeful when this all began. The military uses a number system. Mine is 304 so naturally when I saw that they were on 291, I was ecstatic. Yeah, well, that was over a month ago and it is still at 291. Unless there is a miraculous jump over night, I can see this is going to take a long time before I'll see surgery. At this rate, next spring isn't far fetched. Right now, I'm feeling the complete let down of that fact and almost depressed about it. I was hoping for a sooner than later...

Had my Ultrasound this morning. I've been thinking how fast everything is going. They are on number 292 right now and my number is 304. I have four things left on my check list of things to get done before calling the clinic for the return appointment to the surgeon when the psych clinic called to schedule my eval. December 8th! *sigh*... Oh well. All in good time I guess. I'll call on Monday for my other appointments. I am thinking that my surgery probably won't be until Feb-May of 2010...

I met with my surgeon today. He turned out to be a nice guy. He said something hurtful during the orientation so I was kind of nervous seeing him today. He was actually pretty nice. This makes things so much more comfortable and easier for me. I am so thankful. I have a list of things to get done before scheduling the appointment where we will schedule the surgery. I am going to have my ultrasound tomorrow morning, had my chest x rays this morning and I have to wait until Monday to call and...

Well, I had 14 tubes of blood drawn yesterday morning and I got my pre op EKG done. I have my appointment with the surgeon on Thursday morning. I hope it goes well. If he treats me like a human being, we'll be off to a good start. If he comes off as a pompous, self righteous jerk, it's going to make this decision and journey a real hard road. Please God, let my surgeon be a nice guy besides being a great doctor?