Nyn

Haven't updated in two months, which is a bummer. Though my weight hasn't changed much in that time, I have still been through a lot.

I worked like a maniac my last two weeks at my state job; staying late every night and nearly dropping with exhaustion. But I managed to finish up a lot of what I wanted to do, and think I left a good impression. It was very difficult emotionally to say good-bye. People were very nice for the most part, though there were quite a few guilt trips....

I got a new job!! Woo hoo! Man, the last week was a killer with having a job interview (which I woke up late and had to rush to), then on my way in to work from that interview getting the phone call that I got the other job I'd been waiting to hear about, then giving notice at my current job (and having to face a huge guilt-trip from my boss), then having to cancel a bunch of interviews and some of those jobs I had been very excited about possibly getting...but I made a choice. I am going back...

Wow, it's amazing how quickly I turned back to my "normal" eating habits. My tummy didn't like a lot of the junk food I still don't dump, but boy was my pouch letting me know that it will let me go just so far...but no further. That's awesome! Also, during the work week (i.e. today), it was easy to get back into my eating schedule and bring those calories right back down. I actually am too low today, and have so far only had 1038 calories and 50g protein. That's 200 calories fewer...

(Ok, my computer seriously hates me! This is the 3rd time typing an ever-shorter version of this post! Arg! Wish I had money to take the laptop into the shop...guess my computer has an addiction for eating my posts. heh.)

I had a bad day yesterday and ended up buying some junk food. Nothing nearly as bad as I would've done over a year ago, but still not great: 100-calorie packs of Doritos, a single serving size of Lucky Charms, a box of egg and sausage breakfast sandwiches, Weight...

OMG, the potential future boss just called and scheduled my interview with the potential client for tomorrow at 9am! That is FAST!! If the client likes me, I am IN! ...Actually, I may be "in" anyway since potential boss has more than one project that needs staffing. We shall see!

My current boss is not happy and making veiled comments to let me know of her unhappiness. Honestly, that is the last thing I need. I mean, it's not like it's a secret that I need...