Nyn

Wow, it's amazing how quickly I turned back to my "normal" eating habits. My tummy didn't like a lot of the junk food I still don't dump, but boy was my pouch letting me know that it will let me go just so far...but no further. That's awesome! Also, during the work week (i.e. today), it was easy to get back into my eating schedule and bring those calories right back down. I actually am too low today, and have so far only had 1038 calories and 50g protein. That's 200 calories fewer...

(Ok, my computer seriously hates me! This is the 3rd time typing an ever-shorter version of this post! Arg! Wish I had money to take the laptop into the shop...guess my computer has an addiction for eating my posts. heh.)

I had a bad day yesterday and ended up buying some junk food. Nothing nearly as bad as I would've done over a year ago, but still not great: 100-calorie packs of Doritos, a single serving size of Lucky Charms, a box of egg and sausage breakfast sandwiches, Weight...

OMG, the potential future boss just called and scheduled my interview with the potential client for tomorrow at 9am! That is FAST!! If the client likes me, I am IN! ...Actually, I may be "in" anyway since potential boss has more than one project that needs staffing. We shall see!

My current boss is not happy and making veiled comments to let me know of her unhappiness. Honestly, that is the last thing I need. I mean, it's not like it's a secret that I need...

I've been going through the stress of trying to find a new job before I get laid off in October. Very frustrating! Mostly, I've been applying for jobs with other government agencies, but since those hiring processes can be long and drawn out, I also have applied for a few positions with private firms, who tend to have speedy hiring processes. Today I had an interview with my old company, who I left to come to this job...from which I'm now being laid off. Heh. Anyway, I haven't seen any of these...

I sent my brother some before/after pics of me since we haven't seen each other since before my surgery (which is a whole 'nother post about my sadness on that). But yeah, he was pretty shocked, LOL!

As I looked at those comparison photos, it is a very weird feeling...I don't recognize that person. In either photo! It makes me try to sink into my skin and really FEEL what it feels like to be this...THIN. (And woah, never thought I'd EVER use that word in regards to myself! ...