netta

Isn't it odd how things change in our lives.

I will have my surgery on Feb. 5th and know that food will be my last addiction to kick.

I have kicked cigarettes, drugs, alcohol, yet I'm not able to kick the food addiction.

I have been doing wonderful since I know I have to in order to have the surgery.

I have over come many obsticles in my live and hold my head high.

I was reading others words on TT and have found a post that sombody said they have no pictures of them with their kids or family because of their weight.

I also am saddened, because I have found I'm in the same situation. I feel terrible because my daughter will not have pictures of us together because of my selfishness and embaressment to the camera.

She has seen me in my worst shape, size and form of my life issues. Yet she only has the images within her mind to remember...

Does anyone ever go into the chat area?? I go in every time I log on and never see people in the chat.
Am I doing something wrong once in there or is it an unused area??

Netta

It is funny how I would have never put my pictures of how I look on a site before. To embarrased, yet this site I feel we are all here with the same or have had the same issues.

I'm looking forward to tracking my before, during, and after pictures.

I'm ready for the new lifes journeys. New friends and support.

Netta