jobinalyn

Went to two gastric bypass meetings this week. Did alot better with my eating today. Baby steps. I'm excited for Cheryl , she has her surgery monday. Cannot wait to see her at the next meeting. She will be a little less than a month out. I actually at breakfast and lunch today, which was different. no diet soda so far today. Just crystal light and ice water. i did steal some of the pizza meat as i was making it tonight but that might be all i eat. we will see. gonna try real hard for no snack before...

Why am I so obsessed with food? I've jumped thru all these hurdles for this surgery. I have my date. Why now am I obsessing over all of the things I think I will never have again? I can't seem to gain control over this, now i'm gaining again and surgery is Oct. 5th. WTH Get a grip girl! Get a grip.