handicapp

well,its been almost 3 weeks since my surgery and I have lost 23 pounds.Im so excited that I can finally see,all the hard work that I have done and is still doing to keep focus on my goals.I started at 285lbs,in feburary,I lost 40 lbs on my own,and then I was 245 when I had my surgery.Im now weighing 222lbs.WOW,I never thought I would be here.My goal weight is 130lbs.I now know that I can be there.with determination and hard work.
My only question is when u started eating foods,was it weird...

I never thought I would be here.I have so many emotions going through me.Im excited on one hand,cause i cant wait till I can be the size Im proud of.And on the other hand Im nervous because I really dont know what to expect.I guess ever surgery is different. Well,i know that its all in gods hand,only he knows what my future holds.
wish me luck yall,
and next time I post a blog hopefully I will be pounds lighter,lol

Well,nows the count down begins.I cant belive I finally gotten a date for my surgery.its september 30th.Its been a long journey,but well worth the wait.I didnt belive that I could have lost the 28 pounds but I did over the amount I was surpose to lose.I lost 40 pounds.I wonder why it was so easy to lose the 40lbs when I've been struggling my weight all my life.Then I realize that it really is mind over matter.When you want something bad enough you will do what ever you have to do to get it.Wow if...

It's been a long time coming,but I finally have a surgery date.I started this process in feburary and now Im having my surgery on septemer 30th.I cant belive it.I've been wanting this for so long,and now that its coming closer,Im kinda scared.I know thats normal.I was surpose to lose 28 lbs but lost 40 lbs.I didnt think I could do it own my own.When I tell my friends that I finally gotten a surgery date,they say I should do it on my own,being that I lost the 40lbs by myself.What they fail to realize...

I started my process on feburary 2009,and since then I've lost 38 pounds and my surgery is not till august.When I tell people Im having the gastric bypass,they act funny.They also say"thats the easy way to lose weigt".To me,its nothing easy about having surgery.especially when its can be life threatening.Its not a magic pill,or something you can take likely.From what the doctors and nutristionist tells me this is a life long process.You have to change your whole eating patterns,and your...