Godsblessedme

well for the last 3 days at church i've had about 5 different people tell me how great i look and "what was i doing" DUH they knew i had surgery in december but guess they thought it wasnt working, anyway today was great one of the mothers gave me a hug and said hi "skinny" i just laughed and said where am i skinny cause i sure aint feeling it

I dont know maybe its the triple venti starbucks i just downed but i feel alittle better about myself today. I feel more empowered and my trainer recommended my snacks more healthier. Jiccama and hummus! yummy so tomorrow i will venture off to Sprouts and buy some. I cant understand still why the scale is not kind to me and my dream of doing the 1/2 PF Chang marathon was cut short after finding out the 1/2 marathon was 13.5 miles! I thought it was 5 miles darn it! Apparently the full marathon is...

well i'm deciding to blog alittle more here i have some serious NON weight loosing issues and its eating me up! I just dont understand everyone is loosing weight except me (and a few others) but they have already lost over 100 and here i am just nothing. I feel like yet again i have failed at another "diet and excersize" regime and i'm useless with this! I want to cry. The surgeons scale says 198 and mine is saying 193 I will take mine but even at his office only 70 pounds in almost...

May 30th

2 c coffee 50 cals
protein shake w/ yogurt 240 cals 51g protein, 18oz fluid
28 oz crystal light

5/20
excersized 28minutes treadmill at 2.9 and jogging at 3.7

2c coffee 60 cals
SF oatmeal 160 cals
1 string cheese 60 cals
protein & yogurt shake240
1/2 tuna parmesan patty & veggies 100 cal
3/4 of a TV dinner 290 cal
Calories 910
liquid protein 51g
fluids 70 oz

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5/21
excersized 12 minutes treadmill 2.9 and jogged 2 minutes at 3.7
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