Debz

Ack! Death of a close friend...I am lost and feeling a little blurred. Of course, that probably has a lot to do with the Xanax I'm taking. Tomorrow is another day to fight my weight....today....I'm just rolling over.

Again, craziness. A good friend is in the hospital...Apparently, it's not good to be my friend, as it puts you at risk for serious illness. One more illness in someone close to me, and I think the CDC will put me on some sort of contamination list. Those of you making friendship requests might want to keep in mind that I'm some sort of general Typhoid Mary. Befriend me at your own risk. Just make sure your shots are up to date and the life insurance is paid up.


I ate things...

Gosh, my life is certainly messy right now. I've posted about my struggle with dealing with my past right now. Add that to the list of crap Im dealing with, and I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed. And I want to eat!!!!

Somehow eating seems ike the magical cure for all that ails me. it has somehow gotten set up in my head as the pinnicle of all things good...but I know intellectually, it's not.

I ate things today that aren't good for me or my weight loss...and where did...