BuCwiLd

Well this blogs title says it all.. Frustration due to mainly 3 things.. The cannot go below 40 bmi, as explained in the prior blog post along with the fear of denial from insurance. I had to pay a total of 375 dollars to take part in this program , now my fear is that i get denied and wham i loose that 375. Now i am not rich and that money could have been used for other things rather than this. I mean i am only 3 months into my 6 month program and it weighs in my mind heavily

Well today i called my doctors office and spoke to them just to ask the question about my weight loss and got bad news. I was told to only loose 5 percent of my weight, now i have lost the 15 lbs they require. But i sill have 3 months left in the program and i cant loose anymore.. This is crazy! i have to maintain the wait i am at now.. i cant gain or loose weight. I mean i can gain it but i must loose it again before final weigh in. It frustrates me because that just shows how much the insurance...