Corrine, your transformation is amazing, even though you were lovely as a BBW. I can't wait to see you in person in just a few months!
As far as "before" shots go, I know how you feel - they can be painful or strangely unfamiliar to see. I have "before" shots taken around my 40th birthday in 2005, at the time I was at my highest weight (they're in my profile page photo album) - when my friend sent them to me at the time, I deleted them because they were so hideous. Post-op, when I created the photo albums, I made my friend re-send them to me so that I could add them. Still hate them and find it hard to identify with that man, but I very much remember what it felt like to weigh that much and look like that, so it's important for me (and others) to be able to see the progress WLS has helped me achieve....