Been there, done that, and yep, it hurts. I have been doing a lot of introspection these days with regard to the chronic pain in my life and what I am doing about it. I take a boatload of pain pills, muscle relaxants, and even the fentanyl patch. It still doesn't quench the pain--just makes it more bearable. I have come to the decision that even though I have adequate medication and can get more with a phone call, I still take less than called for because I am so totally terrified of having more pain. When the doctors decide for me that I am out of pain (no jaded cynicism there) and taper down my meds, I MUST have a "stash" for the bad days. So I hoard my meds like King Midas.
I have been in constant 9/10 pain for 10 years. A whole decade. I cannot think of being in pain without pain pills to back me up. It's horrid. So, I have extra. I don't overdose, I don't sell them on the street, I hoard them for more painful days to come. And yes, when in the hospital and they tell me what they do for pain, I just tell them, please don't wait for me to ask. If it is prescribed every 3-4 hours as needed, know that it is needed, don't wait, just bring it along. Pain has been my constant companion, but is not a friend, and definitely not welcome.
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Donna the SDgrrl
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