It sure is a rollercoaster!
but somewhere deep in my soul i know i have done the right thing.
cooking for the kids is hard,but i do enjoy watching them eat well.
and i need to know they are eating good food,so thats why i am cooking for them and not opening boxes and packets.
My original plan was to buy ready meals,but im not happy with that.
So here it is,im having some swinging emotions,either euphoric and laughing with the children and playing the loudest "eye spy" you have ever heard or im getting really cross,i know its a hormone thing...but thankfully the cross feeling lasts seconds where the euphoria lasts a couple of hours.
I guess this all has someting to do with the fact that i had a 7 year struggle for the surgery?
I think to myself,i wish i had this op after xmas,but then i believe in NO TIME LIKE THE PRESENT and also xmas gives me a little diversion ,the last thing i want is to be wholly consumed by this ,i need to make it work around my kids too
Early days yet so ill keep going and hope im going in the right direction
