I have my hospital testing tomorrow and then right after I go to my pre-op appointment. I am nervous about it for all kinds of reasons and I keep thinking that if I am this nervous now what will it be like the day before surgery?

I'm worried that I have gained weight and I am going to weigh in a few pounds more than the last time I saw the doc and he is going to say...nope! No surgery for you! I am bloated right now-as it happens my lovely visitor is on her way and I wouldnt be surprised if she shows up the day of the surgery. Since I can't take any herbal stuff etc. like a diuretic! There is not much I can do about it. I always bloat at this time. But then I also have a list of questions to ask the doc that he has never brought up to me that I am kinda wondering about...like no preop diet? port placement? and a few more and I am worried there are questions I should be asking but can't think of. Besides that I have had such a short fuse lately...it's pms and nervous energy and stress all in one! Crap I might as well be prego huh? But....I will be fine...I know it! See you on the losers bench on
9/29/09!!!!!

Breathe.......