I made the decision, did the research, have friends and family member that have been VERY successful, did the psych eval, and was SOOOOOOO excited.
but then it got close....the last 2 days before my surgery are pretty much a blur to me because I was so scared.
the night before my mother pleaded with me not to have the surgery..... that was horrible.
but I put my thinking cap on and my badge of bravery and just went for it!! I had done my research and all the work leading up to it and was so done being MISERABLE about my weight. It was my time to truly LIVE!!
I was nervous all the way until they wheeled me into the operating room... the anesthesiologist said "I have a REALLY nice margarita for you here!!" and I said to all the people in the operating room "do a good job you guys ok?" and they said "ABSOLUTELY"
then I heard Bob Marley playing in the operating room (this was odd to me but for some reason relaxing) and that's all I remember.... I was out..
fast forward-- I am 5 days out and feeling great about what I did FOR ME
If you have done the research and decided this is what you want don't be clouded by the anxiety and fear at the last minute.. it's normal.