Food Fear
How do I say this.... i am not at ease with the whole food thing. After my surgery I had a food fear, I was in so much pain and food of any type liquide, soft ect.... made me sick and in that much more pain. Now my food fear has gone the other direction..... my appetite has increased I constantly feel hungry I am afraid I am going to be fat again cause i am so hungry, I try drinking more fluids to fill that empty void but it is not working. I think about food all day long. As long as I am awake food is on my mind. Do you think my body is lacking something and I feel the need to eat and am just not getting it or what? Or is my old habbits come back with a vengence and I need to reighn in the animal (hunger) instinct to eat eat eat.......
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Lady Susie~Q
Lap RNY April~21~2005
09~30~2003...Dr. Phil Rossi's Referal to Insurance
04~21~2005...260lbs BMI49.9
08~01~2005... One~Der~Land
09~27~2005 Century Club...160
04~21~2006...135 BMI 25.5
04~21~2007...110 BMI 20.1
130 personal Goal ~below goal
140 Dr. Phil Rossi's Goal
06~19~07...first plastics apointment
TT Gym Rat Member #47
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