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feliciaespinoza · 11-01-2005, 08:36 AM

Hey'yall...this doesnt have anything to do with the WLS but I am in a little need of a few prayers and a little encourgment if you will.....The past few days have been really rough on me and I have not been totally up to par lots of personal stress and a few days ago I started feeling like a blister in my throat on my right side about half way down my throat that burns when I eat or even chew anything at all and it kinda started to freak me out a little as to what it could possibly be and last night it really started hurting and when I feel the outside of my neck there is something in there that I can feel and its moves a little, I cant even and dont even want to imagine what it could possibly be all I know is that I am scared of what I will hear when I go to the doctor hopfully today if I can get in. Amongst others things that have been whirling around me and knocking me down this one is freaking me out and I am trying all I can try to keep it together I just dont think its going to be very good I mean really can you get a pimple or cold sore in you throat?? Anyways I guess what I am asking for here is if you could please keep me in your thoughts and say a prayer or two that it is not anything serious cause if she even says the word cancer or anything of the sort I think I am going to pass out right there on the floor I go through most things in my life pretty much on my own because I am a very independant person and well I have told no one not even my mom about this because I dont want her to worry needlessly so all of you as my adopted family are the only ones that know this so please say a prayer and I will keep you posted as to what happened and what it turned out to be. Thank you everyone for everything you do honestly sometime I dont know what I ever did with out you all here to lean on and who I could totally confide in because everyone understands everyone and is so supportive. Thank you everyone again and much love in my heart for you all.

sryamy · 11-01-2005, 08:47 AM

Hey Flea, dont worry to much, it could be as simple as you eat somthing that scratched your throat. I'll be thinking about you today, call me if you need to talk k

feliciaespinoza · 11-01-2005, 09:11 AM

Thank you Sindi it feels a little worse then something that has scratched my throat I can actually feel something in there. Thank you for being there and I hope Auri is getting better and I hope you are doing good also.

Blueyz · 11-01-2005, 09:17 AM

Felicia~
My thoughts and prayers are with you tiny little Flea. I don't know you, but I know you are one of our stapler sisters who needs us. I will be hoping that everything is ok for you.

Realtor Linda · 11-01-2005, 09:31 AM

It could just be a touch of strep with an inflamed node. Don't worry until you have something to worry about (always my motto). You have an appointment with the Doc today and your answers will come. No matter what happens, know we ALL are here for you for any reason!
Linda

Dyann · 11-01-2005, 09:42 AM

Felice
I always think the worst when there is something wrong. Just a little reassurance....bad things like cancer etc...don't happen in a few days. You said it yourself, you are stressed and this happened. There are so many things it can be...all curable and minor. Common things happen commonly. I agree that it is probably something infectious (viral, bacterial or yeast) and the lump is a lymphnode which is a normal reaction and is helping you fight the infection. See your MD and sleep easy my friend. We are thinking of you.

feliciaespinoza · 11-01-2005, 09:50 AM

Thanks gals for the support and even though I have not met all of you I feel like I know you I seriously hope it is nothing major at all never had anything like this before so hence the freaked out-ed-ness, I am hoping to get in to see the doc today waiting for a call back I just havent been able to eat much of anything not even soft stuff wants to go down without a fight and when I finally did push myself and got something down last night it upset my pouch and I didnt feel so good which is No Bueno

. Anyways thanks again ladies and I will keep you updated.

stakeda · 11-01-2005, 10:01 AM

Take Care.

I will pray for you.

feliciaespinoza · 11-01-2005, 10:03 AM

Thank you Stacie its so nice to see you posting again I missed ya. Hope you and Gerry are doing well. Take care and thanks very much for the prayers.

stakeda · 11-01-2005, 10:11 AM

Gawd, the thought of CANCER really sends me into a tale spin. I mean, I want to have more kids!

I want to have one or two more! I can't imagine not being here for them!

And after all you've been through to make yourself healthy?????

I'm thiniking POSITIVE THOUGHTS. POSITIVE THOUGHTS. POSITIVE THOUGHTS.