Thanks you all for the wonderful replies! I am very fortunate to have you all to back me up! Corrine, it would be great to live closer to ya! If I do move up there, we will have to get together! My mom has also had the surgery and so just networking up there would be good for both of us. I don't need vitamins

I'm doing ok there but thankyou so much for the share offer!
I was fortunate to get some lexipro for my depression. I hope it helps. I got it from my friend...I know..its bad but I'm damned desperate right now. I have taken it before, and I left a vm with my doc to let him know I started taking it again. I have had it in the past. So I hope he will give me a bag of samples but I'm waiting to hear back from him.
As for the boyfriend...he is really upset about the ultimatum I gave him. At first he thought I broke up with him. I had to explain to him I am on a very tight timeline and my decision will be made by the end of october. He wants a bigger place. He just isnt sure we will be able to find something being that we both are unemployed. I told him we could probably find something but the deposits will be higher. But you never know. Perhaps we can find something owned by a private owner desperate to fill an apt or condo...either way our rent will be less for both of us. I still think he wont do it, if he does, I will be incredibly surprised.
I did apply for some jobs in tacoma area today. There are alot of dispatch jobs up there, and I will go where the work is. Thanks for listening you guys!