Susie Durland

My mind is working overtime. I know it will be a few weeks before I hear anything but since I went on the computer last night and saw I was in dictation, that is all i can think about. Crying seems too be a thing with me, i am not sure if it is ecause i am scared or because i am happy. I hope it doesn't take too long. I am suppose to go back to work on August 30th but I think that will not happen, I am on summer status, I am a teacher for Headstart and I have the summer off. but i guess i should just think possitive hu..I really don't know what i am thinking other than i want it to be over and be well...do I sound crazy????

stakeda

Susie,

The waiting game is just so hard. I truly understand how you feel. Try to keep yourself busy. Go to the beach and walk along the shore. Go to Balboa Park and stop to smell the flowers. Once my surgery was approved, it was just a big whirlwind of preparation because once the approval came in, Leslie scheduled it to take place within a couple of weeks. Now, I'm post op and trying to adjust to a new way of life.

Don't worry. You will hear sooner than you think.

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Stacie
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Dr. Callery
7/7/04
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"We should never let our fears hold us back from pursuing hopes." John F. Kennedy

A life without examining.....is not worth living! Soccrates