Hi Jeannie. I just read about your whole ordeal and wanted to send my hugs to you. I guess this is why the doctors must have malpractice insurance. I sure hope your sleep issues get better soon. How are things coming along with the legal stuff, if you don't mind sharing.
Just a quick side note - after having my daughter and complaining about horrible tummy pain I felt something "down below" as I was bathing that area. I rang for a nurse and sure enough she pulled out a wad of what looked like bloody cheesecloth - I also had the "what ifs" syndrome, but because it happened so quickly after the birth I was lucky - no infection or anything, just a scare and my eyes opened to the reality of life in the hospital.
{{{{ hugs }}}} and hopes that you feel much better real soon!

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*** Rhonda ***
Highest weight - 292
Height - 5' 8"
Weight on date of surgery (15.6.09)- 270.5
Today - 224.5
First Goal - to be in Onederland
"The road less travelled is always the interesting choice! Discover new things, live life to the fullest, care for others as you would have them care for you and sing every day."