Bummed out
For those of you who don't know, I fractured my left ankle on Mother's Day. Just got clearance from the specialist to start weening myself off my aircast. Well, I thought things were going well but I now see my ankle is ballooned up and now I'm resting and icing it. The total DRAG of the thing is that I can't really exercise - it is so frustrating. I am almost sure I could have lost more weight by now and I go for my one year appointment in mid-August. Ugh! I don't want to feel like a failure in front of my surgeon because I have not lost all the weight I'd have liked to - nor am I going to look very 'toned' because I'm not on my treadmill everyday like I used to be - in fact I'm not on it at all. This all just makes me go grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
Okay, I think I feel better, somewhat, having said that out loud.
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 CanuckDiva
Open RNY August 2nd, 2007
Dr. Goodman, BethIsraelMedicalCentre, NY
Highest/Day of Surgery/ Current/Goal
BMI 47.7/39.1/ 23.9/18.4-24.8
Weight 265/221/ 135/To be normal weight anywhere from 104-140
5'3"
86lbs gone since RNY ...
130lbs gone since my highest...
FINALLY - in the upper range of 'normal' weight!
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