Ok so this whole pre-op diet thing has been literally killing me... and ive had an emotional rollercoaster of a time...between being postponed once(almost twice).. and everything with work... I am just at my wits end... so i decided to try on this dress I wore to my friends wedding 5 months ago to amuse myself and also to see if i could wear it to the upcoming work christmas party at a country club 2 wks post-surgery. It was super tight in the tummy area then(even with SPANX), and i tried it on today and it is like floating off of me. So i get ballsy and decide to step on the scale.. im 227.2 !!!
1-day pre-op and you have no idea how confident and amazing i feel going into this surgery now. I had major ups and downs with this whole process, but seriously I have never been so excited as I am now.. That little bit of loss is making this whole week of hell worth it, in my eyes..
