Michelle,
I just came across this thread......and I feel so badly for you. I can truly say I know exactly how you feel. About 5 years ago I rescued a gorgeous dog with similar issues. I loved him, I took him to training, I gave him a kind and gentle environment with a loving human family and well behaved doggie sisters. He had a fenced in yard, a spot on the bed, and toys galore. All the love and care did not undo the damage already done before I adopted him. I too ended up needing to make that awful decision. But knowing you need to do it only slightly takes the edge off the hurt.....and oh the 10 day quarantine is just hard. Just know the pain will slowly heal and you tried your best. We're all here if you need us!
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Marty
Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts--Winston Churchill
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Cleveland Center for Bariatric Surgery
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