4/27/09
Posted 04-27-2009 at 02:38 PM by suebry05
Well I am trying to post things every month on how I am doing/ feeling....
My weightloss has slowed down in my opinion but my doctor is still very pleased and he says I am far ahead of what the statistics say I should be losing... this is a total mind game at this point.
I am down to 181 pounds- wearing a medium in some things and a size 10/12 in others- I think I could use a day of shopping to see what size I really am as my shorts that I am currently wearing - well I can pull down without unbuttoning or unzipping.
Compliments...what to say about them...I get them often and still have a hard time with them I can feel my face blushing everytime and then I feel all self conscience- will I learn to accept them or always feel this way? time will tell I guess.
Things I can do now... cross my legs with no problem- run for an 1 hour, eliptical for well over an hour, weights- well Im just rocking with them, squats Im good crunches- I did 200 the other day. My stomach is flat which I just noticed the other day- no bulge or anything looks normal like normal people
There is no doubt to anyone that I have lost a bit of weight...80 pounds actually since December. My goal is 130 but I will be really excited for 150...now is that setting myself up? I have a mental goal and a healthy "normal" goal.. whatever it is I am gonna make it...
Oh..did I mention at my sons baseball game after it ended his friend and I and he were horsing around well somehow we ended up in a chase- I caught him (he is 15) and I caught him!!! the fat mom caught him!! fat no more!! just chunky
My weightloss has slowed down in my opinion but my doctor is still very pleased and he says I am far ahead of what the statistics say I should be losing... this is a total mind game at this point.
I am down to 181 pounds- wearing a medium in some things and a size 10/12 in others- I think I could use a day of shopping to see what size I really am as my shorts that I am currently wearing - well I can pull down without unbuttoning or unzipping.
Compliments...what to say about them...I get them often and still have a hard time with them I can feel my face blushing everytime and then I feel all self conscience- will I learn to accept them or always feel this way? time will tell I guess.
Things I can do now... cross my legs with no problem- run for an 1 hour, eliptical for well over an hour, weights- well Im just rocking with them, squats Im good crunches- I did 200 the other day. My stomach is flat which I just noticed the other day- no bulge or anything looks normal like normal people
There is no doubt to anyone that I have lost a bit of weight...80 pounds actually since December. My goal is 130 but I will be really excited for 150...now is that setting myself up? I have a mental goal and a healthy "normal" goal.. whatever it is I am gonna make it...
Oh..did I mention at my sons baseball game after it ended his friend and I and he were horsing around well somehow we ended up in a chase- I caught him (he is 15) and I caught him!!! the fat mom caught him!! fat no more!! just chunky
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