(Ok, my computer seriously hates me! This is the 3rd time typing an ever-shorter version of this post! Arg! Wish I had money to take the laptop into the shop...guess my computer has an addiction for eating my posts. heh.)

I had a bad day yesterday and ended up buying some junk food. Nothing nearly as bad as I would've done over a year ago, but still not great: 100-calorie packs of Doritos, a single serving size of Lucky Charms, a box of egg and sausage breakfast sandwiches, Weight...

Nyn

OMG, the potential future boss just called and scheduled my interview with the potential client for tomorrow at 9am! That is FAST!! If the client likes me, I am IN! ...Actually, I may be "in" anyway since potential boss has more than one project that needs staffing. We shall see!

My current boss is not happy and making veiled comments to let me know of her unhappiness. Honestly, that is the last thing I need. I mean, it's not like it's a secret that I need...

Nyn

I've been going through the stress of trying to find a new job before I get laid off in October. Very frustrating! Mostly, I've been applying for jobs with other government agencies, but since those hiring processes can be long and drawn out, I also have applied for a few positions with private firms, who tend to have speedy hiring processes. Today I had an interview with my old company, who I left to come to this job...from which I'm now being laid off. Heh. Anyway, I haven't seen any of these...

Nyn

I sent my brother some before/after pics of me since we haven't seen each other since before my surgery (which is a whole 'nother post about my sadness on that). But yeah, he was pretty shocked, LOL!

As I looked at those comparison photos, it is a very weird feeling...I don't recognize that person. In either photo! It makes me try to sink into my skin and really FEEL what it feels like to be this...THIN. (And woah, never thought I'd EVER use that word in regards to myself! ...

Nyn

ARG!!! I just had a HUGE entry all typed in and my stinking computer burped and lost it all

Anyway, I'll try to recreate some of my thoughts. Sigh.

First of all I was saying that I am sad that I haven't posted on this journal more recently. I think I will try harder to do so now, partially because I'm not sure that what I find interesting and what the new Forum majority find interesting are the same thing anymore. There are new people (which is great!) but...

Nyn