Oh my god im on the count down.....
Posted 07-24-2008 at 03:48 AM by Noonie
Well when i started this journey i never thought i would be at this point only 6 days left and this time next week with the help of god i will be sitting on the losers bench yeeeee-haaaaa
Now the diet well to be completely honest i could not stomach the slimfast and have only managed to loss 5.5lbs but i suppose it is still a loss but for the remaining week i am on a very strict low calorie high protein diet so hopefully i will shift a few more lbs before i see Dr Dillemans in Belgium.
I am so excited but also so nervous
all these negative thoughts are running wild in my head especially what would my children do if i died in surgery
GOD FORBID!!! I know im way too young to leave this life and my hubby, children, family and friends are way too precious to lose, but in saying all that i really dont think anyone could cope if that were to happen as my famiy has been through so much in the past few years ever since my brother was killed in a car crash
he was the only son and only 31yrs we all miss him so so much but i have to try and stay positive i know he is my guardian angel so i put my faith in him that he will look after me and guide me safely through surgery and my journey home to my 2 beautiful babies.
should i write letters to my hubby, kids & family???
I really dont know i dont want to do this and be so extremely negative, but on the other hand if anything were to happen i would want then to know how much i loved them and why i needed to have this surgery done. Will think a little more on this topic.
Ok i have waffled enough for now must go will try to blog again before i go to Belgium. X.
Now the diet well to be completely honest i could not stomach the slimfast and have only managed to loss 5.5lbs but i suppose it is still a loss but for the remaining week i am on a very strict low calorie high protein diet so hopefully i will shift a few more lbs before i see Dr Dillemans in Belgium.
I am so excited but also so nervous
all these negative thoughts are running wild in my head especially what would my children do if i died in surgery GOD FORBID!!! I know im way too young to leave this life and my hubby, children, family and friends are way too precious to lose, but in saying all that i really dont think anyone could cope if that were to happen as my famiy has been through so much in the past few years ever since my brother was killed in a car crash he was the only son and only 31yrs we all miss him so so much but i have to try and stay positive i know he is my guardian angel so i put my faith in him that he will look after me and guide me safely through surgery and my journey home to my 2 beautiful babies.should i write letters to my hubby, kids & family???
I really dont know i dont want to do this and be so extremely negative, but on the other hand if anything were to happen i would want then to know how much i loved them and why i needed to have this surgery done. Will think a little more on this topic.
Ok i have waffled enough for now must go will try to blog again before i go to Belgium. X.
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